i have never in my life been a committment-phobic type.the odd thing is that i see a lot of qualities in mark that i saw in various exes. as if he's the perfect conglomeration of all of them.
*le sigh*
i am so very in love.
i daydream and it's of you. of the way i fit into your arms so perfectly. of the way you recline on my futon and hold my hand and watch the food network with me when i'm sick. the way you laugh, how it lights the whole world with happiness.
i am a cheeseball.
i'm going to go put a blacklight in a lamp and use it as a night light, and go to sleep and dream of you.