i've decided that i need to read more nicholson baker. he's the one who wrote vox. it's about a phone sex conversation. the thing is that the man takes the mundane things in life, like going up an escalator, and reminds me that there are things in life that are enormously meaningful that we miss because we're not paying enough attention.

i need to write a story or something. something. anything. just get this restlessness out of my fingers.

side note: i adore stand up comedy. i've often thought that i'd love to try being a stand up comic. my family's odd enough that i could successfully make fun of them.

ah, well.

my day will come, and i'll realize what i'm supposed to be doing and it'll hit me like a strangebrick. (don't ask).